My friend John who is a great photographer. He photographed me when I first started out in West Hollywood in the
I believe John was more than twice my age. We would eat dinner in
I didn’t have the money for art school. Or the luxury of going to school. I was just trying to survive and have a roof over my head. John taught me photography and my other friend James taught me videography. Because of John, I was able to have a book published Male Bondage by Van Darkholme. And because of my other friend James and John, I was able to become a director for Kinkmen.com. Sadly, James passed away two years ago and now I only have John. These two men made a huge difference in my life. I, in turn, was able to mentor someone. Sadly, I never got the dinners… but that’s another story.
If you enjoyed my art over the years, please help me out by donating to help my friend. If you have a lot, give a lot. If you have a few dollars, please give that. I hope you all can donate to exceed his goal. That would be a wonderful Christmas gift for my friend. I thank you from the bottom of my heart and Merry Xmas, xo Van
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Have read your words.
Thank you sir
You are such a nice guy……God bless,both you and John.
Van Please come to China, bilibili has suffered an unprecedented blow, you and other spoofed stars are no longer allowed to spoof, our government has said that spoofing classic films and your films, the understanding of young people is not good. There will be unhealthy thoughts, but we’re all used to making fun of you in videos called “ghost animals,” and we don’t want to lose you, we’ve made you our family, Billy Herrington has changed since he died. You can save bilibili now, and I know you don’t want to come and make money like Billy, but it’s a relationship, and we want to see you again.
Van Please come to China, bilibili has suffered an unprecedented blow, you and other spoofed stars are no longer allowed to spoof, our government has said that spoofing classic films and your films, the understanding of young people is not good. There will be unhealthy thoughts, but we’re all used to making fun of you in videos called “ghost animals,” and we don’t want to lose you, we’ve made you our family, Billy Herrington has changed since he died. You can save bilibili now, and I know you don’t want to come and make money like Billy, but it’s a relationship, and we want to see you again.
i am your fan in china,van。
You have a lot of fans and admirers on bilibilibili in China. If you can broadcast live or post videos on bilibilibili, you will get a lot of attention and welcome. Believe you know this before. You can explain your friends in BiliBili with Chinese subtitles and donation websites. Believe that someone will donate money to your friends.
The address is https://m.bilibili.com/index.html
Sincerely hope I will meet a friend like you.