BIO 2004 - 05

Note: Measurements below are not guaranteed... Depending on whether I have KFC coupons or not.

  Interests: eating, gym, surfing, kickboxing, eating, traveling, art, camping, motorcycle, bondage, and eating.

  Favorite Music: coil, 808 state, no doubt, nine inch nails, kate bush, pretty much all experimental techno.

  Favorite Books: memoir of a geisha, the origin of consciousness in the breakdown of the bicameral mind.

  Favorite TV Shows: the discovery channel, mtv jackass, conan o'brien, msnbc scarborough country.

  Favorite Movies: quest for fire, mad max trilogy, alien (4 movies), titus, the cell, angels and insects, and anything by peter greenaway.

  Favorite Hunk at the moment: david shuster from msnbc

Welcome! My name is Van Darkholme. I'm the creator of this website since May of 1999. It's a true one cart and pony show here. I've changed the format of this website August of 2003. Since I've grown both physically and spiritually (It could happen.), I feel this website should reflect that. I thought about having two separate websites... One "Vanilla" site which features me as a regular guy (boy next door stuff) and the second "Bondage" site, showing my other side. I started doing that and it got too complicated. I think it's best if I explain who I am here and let the visitors sort it out for themselves.

  I'm just a regular guy who enjoys the outdoors and vanilla sex. On the other hand, I also has a penchant for rope bondage and leather. My day to day routine involves me riding my motorcycle to the gym in my Abercrombie shorts... perhaps stopping at Starbuck's beforehand for a cup of joe and bullshit with my buddies. Several times a year, I like to put on my leathers for leather events. I view bondage as a sensual and erotic art. Most of my own art reflect that. To me, the most erotic thing is to put "a boy next door" in bondage. You can learn more about my bondage on my bondage page. To my friends, I'm just goofy guy. I am not the serious leather daddies types walking around 24/7 with a huge persona on his shoulder. Though, I am very passionate and real during my bondage sessions.

  So please, no more email like this:

1) "Van, I think you are hot but I'm not into the bondage / S&M or M&M thing... etc." (My reply) It's okay... I probably won't relate to some of the things that you do, but I'm sure there are things about you that I would find fascinating.

2) "Master, I love your website. I'm a leather pig. I want you to fist fuck me on the sling while I'm high on drugs..etc." (My reply) Wow, that sounds interesting but that's not where I want to explore at the moment. I'm mainly interested in bondage with or without spanking.

My favorite quote so far this year: "I'm borderline shy / wild."

Another fav quote: "I don't think that people accept the fact that life doesn't make sense. I think it makes people terribly uncomfortable." - David Lynch