Web Date 4-26-2005.

Got my head shaved a couple of days ago. Will take some pix of it next week. I'm gettting ready for my next video shoot this weekend. It will be a damn nasty video with bondage (of course) and FF. The scene for this weekend is with Matthew Green, Chuck DiRocco and his boy. This is Bondo Gods Vol 4, and it will have an extreme edit version.

I got this antique gyno chair from Craigslist and now finally I get to use it in a video.

As for my coffee table book, I have to shoot 3 more images. A friend of mine is editing the text. It's getting down to the wire.

Web Date 4-14-2005.

I got home to a ton of work and mail. My very first boyfriend from a million years ago sent me a bunch of my old photos. I have forgotten about these. At 20something, I was 140 lbs and 10 of it was my hair :)

Most of the photos were too hideous to share. I was a wreck inside and out. In a way, I'm kinda glad to see these... so I wont sit around and reminisce about the wonders of my youth. As the years march on... like a bottle of cheap wine, I just get better and better.

I believe there are no accident in life and only destiny. I took me years of twists and turns to get to where I am today. I only wish that I've gotten there already in this photo.

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PS: Don't hurl! Cause I did.. just a little.