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Web Date 08-08-2007
I got a bunch of nice and funny email. Thought I would share a couple.
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Dear Van, your package arrived today. Thanks for sending it so quickly.
I watched the "Rear Window" DVD immediately...I love the video. You really gave me the sense that I was right in the room with you. There are a few times when you smile into the camera that are infinitely sweet: you are so relaxed, so honest and open and direct, with absolutely nothing to hide. Also, it's awesome to see how you can combine being both so powerful and strong and so gentle and delicate within your one self. I suppose everyone has the potential for some of that combination, but you have the courage really to live it. I begin to understand what you've said on your website about how what you do blurs the edge between art and life. I also have been thinking about your motto, that art and sex deserve a witness. We can all be glad that your camera has been there to enable us to witness your fantastic erotic art--us watching you watching us watching you, just as you said.
I think the music is absolutely perfect, by the way, and you must be one of the very few people who looks equally good with short AND long hair.
Thanks again! xoxo Bill
Yes, Bill.... I'm just being myself :) Life is too short. This is what I told the guys who turned me down for modeling for my coffee table book: "It goes really really fast... believe me, I know. In five years, people wont look at you twice. In approx 20 years, you don't even exist. Somewhere in between you'll be so desperate, you'll post your schlong on sites like bigmuscle.com. .. by then, who wants to see it?" LOL... I'm only half kidding.
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Van, I've gone though your journals for the first time in a year ... they're fun... but then there is Van whining about getting old. "I'm going to retire gracefully..."
Fuck that...
Show a little grey around the temples and you are going to be the most desirable man on earth for the next 20 years ... at least.
When I hit 40 I was so heart breakingly handsome I broke peoples' hearts (including my own).
So will you ...
LOL! (That's "lot's of love) Uncle Jim
And Uncle Jim, you are so sweet. I think this story would make you understand. I got this 18yo kid chasing me for awhile at my gym for like a year. One day he followed me home like a puppy. I tried to get rid of him but he was very persistent. Before I let him in, I checked his driver license to make sure he's legal. I didn't want to end up on Dateline NBC even though I'll do Chris Hansen in a minute. So after I fucked him and he came like three times. I asked him how many times can he cum. He said until it hurts. Then all of the sudden, he wanted to be boyfriends. So we were chatting... He asked me about my ideal guy. I told him I really don't have a type... I'm drawn to artistic, funny regular guys and I'm curious about the professional suit and tie type.... all different sizes, shapes and colors. Then, I asked him about his type, and he said "I'm attracted to older guys." I smiled and said "Really?". He said "Yeah... My ideal guy is 26yo."
All the blood drained out of my body and I was jolted back into reality.
XOXO Van
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