Web Date 01-23-2008

Hey, I got this email and I thought I would share: Dear Van... For Christmas, I received a portable dvd player...Last night I was watching "Massage and More" (which I enjoyed with the sound up), but thought I heard straight porn in the background during the fleshlight scene. It was disconcerting, and a little disappointing, to think that you are a closet bi. But you are so sexy that I was able to get over it mostly. I wonder how many times you stick it to a real pussy? Thanks, your friend, Brian

My reply: I met many different types of guys... gay, straight, bi. Yes, straight. My friends argued with me that if a guy messes around with another guy, he's either gay or bi. I know for a fact that is not true. To some men, sex is about feeling good it doesn't matter who is doing it to ya. I maybe sucking on his cock but he's thinking about pussies in his head... so he's straight. To some people, sex is like pizza. It's always good.. when it's bad, it's still good. I'm just glad I'm having some (sex) and I don't care about the guy's sexual orientation.

I do care however the types of guys. I prefer the average run of the mill kinda guys...even with a little pooch. I really don't care for the steroided out types with everything shaved, tweezed or waxed... with the sunbooth tan to top it off. Unfortunately, that's most of the guys in gay porn. Why do some of these guys plucked their eyebrows into weird shapes? It's almost a boner be gone for me. So if I want to jack off to my average guys, I have to watch straight porn. LOL, no I'm not a closet bi. I have never had sex with a woman before. Though I appreciate the beauty of the female body, it's not sexual to me.

That's just my preference. But if I'm in a steamroom and Mr. "overly processed pornstar" is jacking off next to me, I'll lean over and suck it. It's all good :)

xoxo Van


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Web Date 01-07-2008

Well, Happy New Year! I have a habit of letting time get away from me. Time seems to be going by faster and faster each year. If I don't be careful, it will be May before you know it.

I need to get a Bondo video out soon. Everytime I'm getting ready to do it, things always come up. For example, I'm going to Vegas this week for the Consumer Electronic Show. Yes, I'm a tech nerd with half the IQ. LOL!

For 2008, I am adding new models and video clips for vandarkholme.com and muscleboundmag.com. Please stay tuned.

xoxo Van

PS: I'm wearing my Xmas gift :)