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Web Date 12-29-2009

Sorry sorry sorry for the late posting.

I had 7 family members staying at my house for xmas. Urgh, I couldn't do anything. I was too busy to shop for gifts so I gave everyone chocolate from La Maison du Chocolat. It's my favorite chocolate in the whole wide world next to Chocolats de Puyricard. It's the only thing I enjoy that's fancy.

I saw a documentary Food, Inc. over the holidays and that got me really worked up. If you have Netflix, it's available for download or just rent the DVD anywhere. I will never look at the supermarket the same again. The movie doesn't try to gross you out or use fear tactics. It simply states the facts in a calm and inteligent way which I really appreciate.

On the left is me and Spencer Reed fucking a couple of slaveboys this week on BoundGods.com . Check it out!!!

Sorry, I'm rambling in all different directions. It's the god crazy good chocolate.

Happy Holidays, xoxo

Van


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    Web Date 12-1-2009

    See me LIVE on BoundGods.com this Saturday, Dec 12 at 12noon PST (California Time)

    Please see me work over Christian Wilde and Patrick Rouge. It's live streaming and chat. And, it's free to the BG members. Would love to chat with you.

    xoxo

    Van


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      Web Date 11-29-2009

      Hello,

      I'm sorry for not posting sooner. First, thank you for all the birthday wishes a month ago (October 24th) and I received serval packages from all over the world. After all these years and you all still remember. Thank you , thank you!

      I am doing live shows on BoundGods.com now. I did my first live show on Nov 10th. You can see the shoot in the live show archive on BoundGods. I'm sorry I didn't give you a heads up. I just got so many things going on right now. My next live show is Dec 12th. Please visit BoundGods.com for more info. It's real time web streaming in HD plus chat. The new technology is mind boggling. Please join me and chat on Dec 12th.

      I got some hate mail because I promised to be on Buttmachineboys.com. Well, my body was great during Folsom Street Fair in September. Then, when I'm ready for the machines in October, there were 3 birthday cakes involved and everyone wanted to take me out to dinner. I'm not joking, I got 3 birthday cakes. Being on my own since the age of 16, I never knew where my next meal was coming from. I never threw food away...even till this day. I ate everything in sight. In another word, I'm a fat pig and I need to loose some weight. But now, the freaking holidays are here. Oh, I did a lot of damages during Thanksgiving.

      xoxo Van


      Web Date 11-28-2009

      I got this email and I thought I share it with you. I had no idea and it's so funny. I don't know why the Japanese call me TDN. Can you someone explain this to me? Well, I looked at a bunch of them. It takes a lot of time and effort to put a video like this together. I'm flattered. My favorite one is by Keisuke0000000001 "TDN (Van Darkholme) x Evans X Dj Yoshitaka". It has pretty much all of my work. You can see it at the bottom of this page.

      dear Master Van,

      i'm writing you in the hopes of hearing your thoughts on your recent popularity in Japan. there is an entire community (some would call it a universe) devoted to mixing and editing videos you and other pornstars (most notably billy herrington) have starred in. don't ask me. this universe is known as the Gachimuchi universe. again, don't ask me. you are known as TDN in this universe. by now you could be dizzy with confusion if this revelation isn't a huge moonlanding to you.

      i scoured your site in order to find something on this, but sadly there was nothing. there was a bunch of interesting stuff to read on your site though. keep it up. you are god.

      here are "some" (lol) example videos. there are literally thousands of videos like these on the internet. hearing what you have to think would be interesting for both me and your japanese fans.

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0kJ9YcnMo0
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HNqZy5iOsA
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yXflCx-wCw
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4X_txmYJ08c
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jjs_eQKsCic
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-QB154flc8
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnb4A-7W0NU
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaCKllHas3Y
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-Un3kgh484
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5RhwYfqewI
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWQEyY7SUcU
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klTxsEFtiRk
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YIrIgOcQ8cM
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_y3fjz1zEFI
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dx5zmxcDM6o

      sincerely,
      (name withheld)

      And the winner is....


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        Web Date 10-23-2009

        I am such a bad parent. Lancaster has tripled his size. I've been so busy with work and just didn't have the time to get him a new bed.

        I did this questionaire for another website and I thought you might enjoy it.

        xoxo Van