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All my XXX pictures are in the Members Area. Click here.
AN EXCERPT
FROM MY WEB JOURNAL
Web Date 7-28-2003:
It's
2:04AM and I'm still at my puter. For the past couple of months,
I couldn't sleep until 4 or 5AM. I saw Angels and Insects this
evening. It was my fourth time seeing this movie. It's one of
my favs... I don't know why it was thrashed by the critics. It's
one of the very few movies where I could relate to all of the
characters. I'm thinking for my Bio 2004, I will list my hobbies,
favorite movies and so on. Running the risk of being an ego maniac
and full of myself, I've already leaning toward that direction
with all the photos I took of me for this website.
Mike from SF asked me that one time on the phone. I told him it's funny that I never thought of it that way. Because when I looked at the photos that I took, I really never saw them as me... "Like wow, look at me. Don't I look great?" or had a certain satisfaction of my body. In the beginning I couldn't stand to look at myself in photographs. What I saw in the mirror and what I saw in prints were so different to me. I was one of those people who cringed when they see a photograph of themselves. Overtime, I learned to detached myself from my photos. The photographer, the model and editor who post these photos were all me but at the same time they were different / separate entity.
(Damn, now I'm
sounding like Sybil.) I had trouble explaining it to Mike and
now I have the same problem. I guess what I'm trying to say is
that what I'm presenting here (this website) is more than ego
and T&A (Tits and Ass). Then why put on the T&A?... You
may ask. As a gay male (or just male), I prefer to see the T&A
along with other stuff on a website. Shit, how did I get here.
I thought I was talking about the Angels and Insects movie. Just
forget it... look my pretty titties :)
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