I am extremely happy to find a support team Blackwheats in China. They managed all my social media in China and now they have a merch store for me on Tabao. I’m totally blown away.

https://shop170176806.world.taobao.com/

My dream comes true. I have my own merch store. I am making more stuff! Please check it out. To find out if we ship to your country, put something in the shopping cart. Find your country in the dropdown menu.

https://streamlabs.com/vansamaofficial/merch

Van Darkholme Performance Art Demo: I suffer so that you don’t have to

Hello everyone, I am so happy to discover Twitch (https://www.twitch.tv/vansamaofficial). It’s so much easier for me to stream and chat live with people from all over the world than to sit down and write something for this blog. I also launched my youtube channel with my username Vansamaofficial (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoTJydABhshW-N_h_tN9rrQ). There is a shit load of funny stuff there. xo Van

Hello everyone, I launched vansamaofficial.com. It’s my merch site. Please check it out. I have no idea of the popularity of Twitch. It’s incredible. I’m on there every Saturday @ 9PM EST and Wednesdays @2PM EST (unless noted otherwise). I will also be on once or twice a week @ random time (Mostly convenient for European viewers.) Viewers can see me live and chat. See you there. xo Van

PS: 2020 will be the most exciting year. As you can see from my site, I am working extremely hard raising funds for my private retreat. I am so passionate about it and it will be a dream come true. Everyone from all over the world can visit me… to enjoy my beautiful forest and relax and/or attend my BDSM seminars. I would love to spend time with you all before I’m too old to do this. Hahaha