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New in my merch store: DDF underwear!

Lots of people suggested this, so here it is!

My DDF (Deep Dark Fantasy) Power undies will be available soon in my mywheats merch store for XXXmas. Okay, I’m wearing the girl undies but you get the idea.

Van Darkholme wearing the new DDF underwear in pink with the DDF logo on the back!

You can choose to have the logo either on the front or the back. It will probably be a bit lighter in the final design. Let me know what you think!

5 different colored DDF underwear

Wear this around the house to piss off your mom, or in your college dorm to arouse your schoolmates.

For more merchandise, head over to the merch section!

Work, life at home and my new OnlyFans!

Las Vegas: 5 shoots, sexy models, and lots of food!

The first two weeks back at Kink were eventful. Their compound in the desert is huge! I was lucky enough to work with a lot of hot masters and slaves and finished 5 shoots. My channel will go live on soon – please stay tuned!

For my first shoot, I worked together with world class dom Christian Wilde and sexy Jesse Stone. They made my work very easy. We took this picture after the shoot.

Van Darkholme, Christian Wilde and Jesse Stone at a shoot 2022

In Vegas, I ate a lot! There’s just too many buffets! One of my favs is Panda Express. Had honey walnut shrimp, orange chicken and chow mien.  It was so good – but I was still hungry afterwards, Wtf!

Found this in my fortune cookie. It’s so true, don’t you think? 😆

Fortune cookie text: You display the wonderful traits of genuiness and courteousness.

At home: Gross cravings, horror movies, reminiscing

I know it’s gross, but back at home, I suddenly got this craving for chicken livers. So I made fried chicken livers, onion and garlic in caramelized fish sauce. So yummy!

Van Darkholme with a home-cooked meal of chicken liver

I also found the time for some movies.  Halloween season is here and I was in the mood for a horror movie. If you haven’t seen it already, check out Tucker & Dale vs. Evil on Amazon Prime. Hilarious! The best horror movie ever!

While I was preparing for work, I went  through some of my early work and came across this photo. He’s tied up but not helpless. Approach with extreme caution! The lips say kiss me but the eyes say fuck off!

Reminiscing about Trevor now. Where are you?

Example of Van Darkholme's bondage work

Dick galore: My new OnlyFans account

Last but not least, I want to share some exciting news. Lots of people wanted me to set up an OnlyFans account for ages. Yesterday, I finally did it!

Before, I purchased a sub from a popular pornstar for opposition research. I have to admit that I got bored after a couple of videos. Samo samo cock sucking and fucking, and camera work is horrible. I have to make mine more interesting. Where’s my new pizza boy? 😋

Here’s the link to my new OnlyFans: 🍆💦 Van Darkholme OnlyFans! 🍆💦 

It’s gonna be dick galore, so please subscribe! You will get both vintage Van and current Van, both vanilla and fetish. I have a shitload of content to post and am excited to have all my xxx stuff in one place!

Gotta run and prepare some more, as it’ll be back to Vegas next week! Wish me luck, see you guys soon!

KinkMen, here I cum!

Van Darkholme posing in Latex for Kinkmen

Okay, here’s the big news, now that it’s official:  Van Darkholme returns to KinkMen!

As many of you know, I created KinkMen and the following sites for Boundgods, MenonEdge, NakedKombat, 30MinutesofTorment, BoundinPublic.

In 2016 I took time off and bought a farm, but now I’m back baby! Cum with me to take part or be a witness to sex and art!

A couple of days ago, I created a Van Darkholme twitter work account. Please follow me there if you’d like to get regular updates and see my latest bondage work.

Derek Pain in a watertank during a KinkMen shoot



Camp Deep Dark Forest 2022!

Hope you all had a wonderful 4th of July! I know I did!

All the participants of Camp Deep Dark Forest posing at Lake Lure, NC

It has long been my dream to have a retreat where people from all over the world can visit me for a few days to a week, mainly to escape the hustle and bustle of big city life. And this year, it has finally come true!

Over the last couple of days, I had some friends over from my Twitch community for the first ever Camp Deep Dark Forest: My moderator Cassy, video game partner Amber and fellow streamers Digglee and Dinklebean visited my DDF!

Van Darkholme eating deep fried chicken at Cracker Barrel

We had a blast! There was river tubing, some touristy exploration of Chimney Rock and Lake Lure, and way too much good food!

You’re all invited next year!

All the participants of Camp Deep Dark Forest tubing down the green river!